Post By: Christy. Age 15
Christmas is a magical time of the year. I just watched all my money magically disappear. I set a personal record on Christmas. I got my shopping done three weeks ahead of time. I had all the presents back at my house, I was halfway through wrapping them, and I realized, ‘Damn, I am going to be alone for Christmas’. So I just sold all the gifts I got to my neighbor for 2$. Yes, nothing more. Therefore, dear Santa, leave your credit card under a tree.
Have we forgotten the true meaning of Christmas? You know, Jesus birthday, not yours. Ever wonder what people got Jesus for Christmas? It’s like, “Oh great, socks. You know I’m dying for your sins right? Yeah, but thanks for the socks! They’ll go great with my sandals. What am I, German?” But there you are, all baked with makeup. And please breathe. We all know what’s behind your dress. You shouldn’t wait for the season to be over before hitting the gym. There is a remarkable breakdown of taste and intelligence at Christmas time. Mature, responsible grown men wear neckties made of holly leaves and women remain women. With a little sprinkle of madness.
Whether you’re offended by me saying Happy Holidays or Merry Christmas, take comfort in knowing I don’t really mean either. This Christmas instead of gifts, I’m giving everyone my opinions. May your medications trick you into believing you’re actually having a Merry Christmas. Because you aren’t. Especially if you’re black or African. No Santa, just father Christmas stealing beer bottles from each house. I stopped believing in Santa Claus when I was six. Mother took me to see him in a department store, and he asked for my autograph. I hate this Christmas. I received a lot of wonderful presents I can’t wait to exchange.
Christmas is the season when you buy this year’s gifts with next year’s money. I like to compare the holiday season with the way a child listens to a favorite story. The pleasure is in the familiar way the story begins, the anticipation of familiar turns it takes, the familiar moments of suspense, and the familiar climax and ending. And the way some of you would end your bank account just to celebrate Christmas. Just so you know, I will end our friendship if you come begging me for money next year. I don’t know if my Christmas gift this year is a good one or bad one. A week to do whatever I want.
For the past three months, I told my boyfriend in advance that all I wanted was an Iphone X. Just an Iphone X. That’s it. Beginning and end of list, iPhone X. You know what he got me? He sent me a merry Christmas card. Which was fine. Because I will soon get him an Xbox. You know, the box you gift your Ex. Sending Christmas cards is a good way to let your friends and family know that you think they’re worth the price of a stamp. Nobody sent me a Christmas gift today. I almost wish there weren’t a holiday season. I know nobody likes me. Why do we have to have a holiday season to emphasize it?”
I hate Christmas. The mall is full of nothing but women and children. All you hear is, ‘I want this,’ ‘Get me this,’ ‘I have to have this’… and then there’s the children. And they’re all by the store ’cause they stuck the mall Santa right outside ringing his stupid bell. As if you need a bell to notice a 300-pound alcoholic in a red suit saying ‘Ho, ho, ho,’ all day long. So, nice as can be, I go outside, ask him to shut the hell up. He takes a swing at me. So I lay a hook into his fat belly and he goes down. Beard comes off, all the kids start crying and I’m the bad guy. Seriously, all I want for Christmas
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SMiLes Dear Annabel i only gave my Wife
One Gift And i am Gonna Give it to You too:
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
Love iS A Whole Ocean
We aRe Fish What
Happens When
Fish Are Separated
Now From An Ocean
They Surely Don’t
Drown They Slowly Suffocate
What Makes Love An Ocean Now
What Makes Fish Able to Breathe
This Water And Never Suffocate
They Swim They Swim They
Never Stop Swimming
The Water Deep
And Blue
Or Shallow
And Clear They Swim
They Swim They Never
Stop Swimming Until they
No Longer Breathe Water Free
So Why Are So Many Humans Falling
Away From the Water of Love the Whole
Ocean And Suffocating Slowly Now This Way
Yet Why Does the Hawk Rarely Fall From the Sky
They Fly They Fly They Just Keep Flying And Sure
Why Does the Monkey Rarely Fall From the Tree
He Climbs He Climbs He or She Climbs And
Just Never Stops Climbing Indeed
Dear FRiEnD BeLieVE
As i’m Spreading
This Good News Today
Originates From BeLeaf
Originally to Mean BeLove
The Fish is Water THere is No
Separation the Water Swims the Fish
The Hawk Is Air and Wind There is No
Separation the Air and Wind Flies The Hawk
The Monkey Is the Climb The Tree Inspires
There is No Real Separation the Monkey is the
Tree And So Are We This Leaf of BeLeaf
Yes BeLieve Yes BeLove As Long
As We aRe Trees Of Love
Holding Hands
With All our
Leaves Forest Whole
Naked Enough Complete
BeinG Love Yes Being Leaf
Tree Forest Whole BeLove
For It’s True As Long As We Do
Who We Truly Are This Ocean of Love
We Swim We Fly We Climb Even Deeper
And Higher as Love Gains Fins, Wings, Yes
And Hands That Just Never Stop Swimming,
Flying, Climbing Love Now So Yes Be Leaf,
Be Tree, Be Forest Whole Love BeLieve BeLove
Yet Most Importantly Swim, Fly, Climb Love And Never Give Up
Be Love
Do Love
mY FRiEnD With Love…
Hehe, i Guess the only Way i Will Measure
Whether or Not it Satisfied Her or Not is She
Said
Did You Write That?
Generally Speaking She
Treats my Poetry Writing
Like it is Worthless Yet i Never
Keep Trying to Please Her i Even
Wrote Her A 17,000 Word Poem One
Birthday Celebration Of Her Rarely Aging
Naming it “The Age of Katrina” in Short She
Wasn’t Impressed at all She Didn’t even Read it
Alas Poetry is Not Part of Her Love Language A Lad or
Alladin Hehe Depending On Who One Asks it is mine…
Yet it’s True i Am Really a Bit of An Indian Giver As an Indian
Woman Hemalatha Who Is A Beautiful Poetess Soul actually Inspired
The Poem Above As She Just Told me Last Week That All Love Stories
Are Great Yet the One of
me and my Wife is the
Best Love Story oF all
And True too
Another Nice Young
Indian Woman told me
my Profile Pic With me and
my Wife Smells Like Love and
Her Comment Box Awaits the
Finger Prints of my Words Patiently to see…
It’s True Giving Material Things Has Never Been Part
of my Love Language It’s Also True When i Retired After
Being More of a Toxic Patriarchal Meanie Keeping my Wife
Restricted to A 75 Dollar A Week Budget for Years as i sensed
A Rainy Day Worse than a Hurricane was coming and Oh Lord it
Verily Did Shut-in with
19 Life Threat in
Synergy of
Work Related
Disorders including
that Worst Pain Known
to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Wake to Sleep for 66 Months
No Drug Would Touch Just Shut-in in
my Bedroom Every Second Eternally
Hell No Memory of A Smile Ever Then
Just No Reference Point out of
Hell Every Second Eternally
Time Just Time Just Hell
Within then for 66 Months
As Yes that Torture is Literally
Assessed as Worse than Crucifixion
in intensity of Misery and Suffering and
no God Did Not Gift me With Only 3 Hours
to 3 Days i Got the Full 66 Months Fredmas Package
Gift Indeed…
True There was
A Day i Screamed that
“Painting Scream” at the
Ceiling to Feel Just one Little
Bitty Feeling That Still Felt Icy
Cold Numb Pain At God For “WHY ME!”
i Asked my Mother and She Only Said “WHY NOT
YOU!” And then went as far as speculating Perhaps
i Was getting Pay-Back for my Grandfather X-Catholic Priest
Leaving the Catholic Church i Kid You Not She Asked the Local
Priest to See and Help me and even He ignored Her request seeing
me as just a Lost Cause
in Fact the Rheumatologist
Who Couldn’t Do Anything
For my Pain said Just Go away
There is Nothing i Can Do For You…
Damned if Having the Suicide Disease
Wasn’t already Enough Particularly as
Most Every Disorder i Had Was Invisible
From the Outside Without the Ability to
Feel my Hell
Folks Told me
Quit Whining
Jesus had it Worse than
You Yes my Mother Told me that
And True its took ’em 2 Years to
Diagnose me with the Suicide Pain
Sticking A Stick With Lidocaine Way
Up My Nose Touching A Nerve Area
to See if the Pain Would Be Interrupted
For Just an Instance Only Way to Diagnose it then
And they Offered to Block the Nerve in my Face with
the Spector of my Face Going Permanently Numb Yet the
Truth was i Was More Afraid of Not Feeling Anything at all
Including that Pain
Than the Numb
of Love All
Gone And
the Memory
of Even if i ever
Smiled before as
Memories Are Emotions
And Emotions are Memories
Again no Reference Point out of Hell
So Anyway my Mother Ordered A Book on
‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’ And When She Received
it in the Mail She opened it in Front of me and Turned
to A Random Page and just a Strangest Miracle She Her
Self came to the Line that said the Only Pain Assessed Worse
than Crucifixion is Trigeminal Neuralgia Yet Even though She Read
Those Words to me
She Still Insisted Jesus
Endured More By Being
Crucified For Only
3 Hours to 3
Days
Aghast
That Was my Life
Then i Wasn’t Trying to
Prove anything i Was Just
Telling Her the Truth from the Get Go
It’s What i Do i Tell the Truth And Trust
me that Won’t Win Ya Many FRiEnDS Particularly
if You Write A Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” 10 MiLLioN
Words Longest Ever EPiC Long Form Bible Poem And Just Tell the
Truth That Yes You Did More in John 14:12 WAYS THAT MOST FOLKS
CAN’T EVEN WRAP THEIR MIND, SPIRIT, HEART, SOUL AROUND
AT ALL, YES 12 SCALE LARGER THAN THE EFFORT OF THE OLD
KING JAMES SIZED TRY yet with me it was Just little old me and alot
oF it Just one Finger in the Morning on a Smart Phone Yes an iPhone XS
Your Wish For A Christmas Gift From Your Soon to Be X-Boyfriend Who
Only Gave You a Christmas Card Indeed hehe… Yet True it Took Innumerable
Ghost Authors With Famous Pen Names ASSiGNeD to them Like Luke,
Matthew and Mark to Get That ‘Little’ Job Done And Even though
Jesus Was Illiterate And Spoke Aramaic it’s literally True These
Roman Folks
Who Wrote
in Greek Are
Still Worshipped
On Bended Knee All Around
The World For Their Words
Attributed to Jesus Still Now in that Story
Called The Greatest Story Ever Told Well the Truth
is my Story is Greater For i Really Believed the Story
The Teachings of Jesus When He Said if you Believe
You Will Do Greater Works Now than me That’s Not An
ONLY God Speaking That is a Mentor And Ancient Teacher
That is A Humble Man of Love Speaking That Only
Wants to See His Disciples Otherwise Known
As Students Do more than He did i Believed
So Like Nike the Goddess of Victory
Who Doesn’t really Need to Sell
Shoes for the Win Suggests
“Just DO IT!” so with
All Due Copy Rights
“i Just DID IT” A Timeless
Work of Art Greater than the
Old King James Sized Effort
Literally 12 Scale Larger in 100 Months of Effort…
And You Know What Sure i Emptied my Pockets into
my Wife’s Purse When i ReTiReD As Jesus Suggested by
Reports in His Story That’s How He Did Heaven On Earth
too Sold His Worldly Possessions Emptied His Pockets
Spread A Message of Love Living off the Kindness of
Others Through All the World He Explored in His
Small Desert Patch And Rocky Terrain
in the Middle East Way Before
A Fiber Optic Cable
Could Possibly
Carry Him in the
‘Heavens’ Above to
Return And Spread A Similar
Message the Way He Came First
Spreading the Message From the
Internet ‘Cloud’ Above Hmm.. As Long
As the Servers Will Serve His Message Up
Virtually Living Online as An Avatar He Will Last
As Long As Servers Serve Him Up For Free Hehe
if Corporations Would Be Willing to Give that Much
Yet The Truth is my FRiEnD Things Change and Fall
Apart Yet The Truth is Dear FRiEnD iN Essence LoVE Remains
True and Real This BeLieve This BeLeaf This BeLove This
Living Tree Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Forest
Whole Now and The Truth is hehe if i Give You a Dollar Bill for Christmas
my Wife Will
Practically Crucify
me as this Morning
Like ‘Homer Simpson’
i Stood Before our Little
Charlie Brown Christmas Tree
In my Underwear And T-Shirt
(i Told Her Here i am Your Present Now
Actually Surviving Those Words HeHe)
That only Has one Gift A Box that
i’ve Already Figured Out has a New
Dancing Shirt That i Will Wear to Continue
my Ministry of Close to 16,000 Miles of Public
Dance For 100 Months too That Without a Word
Shows A Dancing Way in Autotelic Meditating Spiraling
Flow to Enter Into the Ascending Transcending Kingdom
Yes And or Queendom of Heaven Within And Staycation
Here Eternally
NoW As
Greatest
Gift oF All
Yet You See This
Heaven Must Be Generated
Within Not Different than Faith
That Heals the Words Attributed
to Jesus are Just No Good Without
The Real Trinity of BeLieVE BeLeaf
BeLove This Living Tree of Life Of Love
This Leaf that May Be Us to Grow and Feed
The Forest of Love Water Wave Ocean Whole For
All Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing This Way With Least
Harm For All And True Dear FRiEnD i’ve Been Dirt Poor too…
In College Without A Penny to my Name And Struggling Working
3 Part Time Jobs to Get Through With a Full Work Load of College
With At Least Peanut Butter Sandwiches to Eat Driving A 16 Year-Old
Maverick Car With No Heat or Air-Conditioning A White Horse Steed
of A Fix Or Repair Daily F.O.R.D. With 250,000 Miles on the Second Engine Hehe
Yes it’s Hard
to Have Nothing
As Far As Money and
Stuff Goes in a World that
Worships Money and Stuff
As God So Much Cogs in School
And Work to Keep the Soulless Matrix
Machine Running Day Through Night
Yet i Will Tell You This Dear FRiEnD
Even though i Made it to That Never
Ending Hurricane Storm of Hell in
Life Financially Independent
The Only Rainbow i Had
Left Was After the
LoVE Returned
As me After
66 Months Standing
on A Beach on July 19, 2013
One With Sugar White Sands
Emerald Green Waves Sea Oats
Swaying in the Breeze me FRiEnDS
With Gravity Again So much More than
WaLKinG oN Water Dear FRiEnD Spiraling
Sea Gull Wings Around the Sun Transformed
to A Terrestrial Public Dance of Heaven in Dance
And Song For 100 Months Now As it Took Close to
A Month to Get Warmed Up For it After Coming Out
of the Ice Cold Numb Pain of HeLL ON EartH For 66 Months…
The Truth is this The Roman Empire And the Catholic Church
Changed The Humble Man’s Story Born in Nazareth into A Sun
God Same As Constantine Worshiped As Monolithic Statue
in the Roman
Court Square
To Expand that
Empire across the
Globe Rome No Longer
Exists in Name Here Yet We Still
LiVE iN That Matrix of God Is
Power, Status, And Material Gains…
The Honest to God Truth is if Jesus Returned
Again And Could Actually Convince Folks That He
Was Really Jesus by the Loving SMiLes He Spread to
Everyone The Same Onward ‘Christian Soldiers’ Who
Crucified Him By Whatever Name then Would Spit on Him
Again in School For Being A Boy Who Smiled And Stumbling
off the Stage So Spirit Filled Playing “Jesus Christ Superstar”
For A Talent
Show for No Reason
to Win only to Spread
The Spirit of Heaven THeNoW
Yet You See God Will Be No Fool
When God Really Returns to Earth
In All Our Human Forms Always Best
At Now For We Shall BeLieve BeLeaf
BeLove At Best And Hold Hands
Best With Empty Pockets
Finding A Way
To Live a Life
Of Love Rather
than Power, And Status
And Frigging Money and Stuff Alone
And No Hell No Love Doesn’t Torture
Forever Love Doesn’t Demand Worship
Love is Never Afraid of Criticism As Love
Is Fearless
Free And
Real to Never Give Up
On Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Naked Enough Whole
Complete For Yes It’s True God
Has Never Been A Dollar Bill Alone
God Has Never Been A Man And or
Woman Alone God is Love When
We Make All of Existence
DarK Thru LiGHT
Love Now
As We Only
Follow God’s Best
Breath Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love This Way for
All With Least Harm NoW iN JoY oF LiGHT Thru DarK my FRiEnD
Yet You See i Already Read The Story of Jesus i Already Read Between
The Lines i Already KNew that if and When i Did Greater Works Than Jesus
No One Would Even Really Notice The Words i Bring For Tradition (Religion) Naturally
Excludes
The New
And the
Others That
Are Them
And Not Us
And this Way
One Must Travel
Far to Places Like
‘Kashmir’ to Even Be
Recognized as BreathinG Love my
FRiEnD Other than How ‘They’ Changed
The Story of Jesus into an Idol of God
And Turned Him into ‘Mr. Hyde’
Instead of Keeping
Him “Dr.
Jekyll” of the
Beatitudes Before
He Changed Folks who
Were Naughty and Not Nice
Into Goats From Sheep And
Burned them Forever by Pen Name
Matthew for Whatever Psychopathic
Leaning Ghost Author Came up With that
Fresh Hell in A Story then…Yes Indeed God of Love
Does Reveal BeLieVE BeLeaf BeLoVE iN Many
Parts oF A STory For those With EYes and Ears
To See and Hear the Deeper Meanings of
The Poetry Expressed THere Yet Ha!
After Writing 10 MiLLioN Words of
Free Verse Poetry
in 100 Months
It’s Obvious
That Each Human
Is Both All and Unique
EYes of God Who See(s) the
World as A UNiVerSE NoW Unto
THeir EYes of God Unique ThiS Way
So What this Means is Whether We Read
One or Write one We All Do Our Own Unique
Bibles of Life BeLieve BeLeaf BeLove This Living
Tree Dancing
Singing Free
Is Indeed JeSuS
Enough as me Within
For Real by Metaphor of Course
my FRiEnD For It’s true if no one
Picks Up the John 14:12 Challenge
JeSuS Wishes in the Story Don’t Come True
True A Lot of People Are Gonna Be Butt Hurt
if Jesus Could Really Come Back And Deliver
The Same Message the Beatles Did in their
Very Successful John Lennon 14:12 Effort
As He Was Killed For Telling the Truth
for Doing More Than Jesus the
Same Way it All
Comes Down
to All We Need
Really is Love
Yet True i ain’t
Gonna Lie Being
Financial Independent
HELPS A WhoLE LoT
And Having a Personal
Wife As Secretary, Accountant,
Who Insists that She Does All
The Household Duties So Much
Better Than me That i Just Comply And
Say Yes Dear Have IT ALL YOUR WAY
Yes i Agree So Much! You Are Greater
than
me When
it Comes
to Even
Taking
Out the Frigging
Garbage And Getting
It Centered Just Right
Yes Just Right Exactly THE
Number of 3.3 PRECISE
Inches off the Road HAha…
True Dear i Ain’t no Real Fool
i’ll Stay Way too Big to See for
The Rest of my Life And Enjoy
Heaven This WHole Ride for Free
As i Dance and Sing Now For the
Truth is the Savior has Always Been
Love only A Place Like Rome and the
United States Would Be So Poor to Only Dedicate
One Day
A Year
to Love and
Turn it into
Frigging BLacK Friday For Real…
Such an Evil Matrix This Really
Is Indeed The Face of Trump the
Real Christian Jesus in America
Most Folks See Flying on
Banners
Destroying
Even Democracy
Where At Least We
Have A Right to Life,
Liberty, And the Pursuit
of Heaven on Earth Now
With Empty Pockets and
A Wife With A Big Chubby Wallet
Who Just Can’t Seem to Age much in my
Case-Study of Heaven NoW oN EartH
Life is Tricky
my FRiEnD
Indeed
Life Is A Matrix
to Unplug From and
Escape When We Can
And Will BeCoME BeLieVE
BeLeaf BeLove Again For Real Now
It’s True None of my Words Are Worth
A Penny
And Indeed
This is my
Real GAMe Plan
For Free PlaY iNDeed…
In This Life Sadly People
Don’t Treat New FRiEnDS
As Old FRiEnDS And Old FRiEnDS
As New FRiEnDS YeT i REalize Sadly
Not Everyone is Raised By A Mother Named LiGHT…
Just What my Mother’s Name Helen Still Really
Means in my Breath STiLL FoR ReaL NoW
And is it Really
A Surprise my
Sister’s Name is Marie
And My Wife’s Name
Katrina Means Pure
With Mia As A Middle
Name that in Male
Form Michael Means
Close to God and in Italian
Means Family Not Really
For Indeed There is No Time
or Distance No Space or
Matter of Things
In Love Forever ReAlly
Now Yet i Don’t Wanna
Get into Areas i Cannot Prove
For Real Just Yet mY FRiEnD…
Anyway Marie Just Brought the
Rest of the Presents Over Indeed
Her Love Language is Gifts There
Is Always At Least one in the Family HAha…
Oh by the Way Frederick in German Means
Peaceful Ruler and Arthur my Middle Name Means
Strong and
Bear King too
i Don’t Give
Out my Sir
Name
ONLINE
Yet It Means
Keeper of the Land/Nature
in Fact A Form of the Sir Name
That Means A Silt Mix of Water and Earth
is on Page 8 of Karen Armstrong’s
Book “The HiSToRY of God” as the
First Name Attributed to God on Earth…
i’m Not Much Into Names And i Didn’t
Speak Until 4 Yet it’s True it’s Still All
About the Play the Dance For Real…
BeLieVE
BeLeaf
BeLoVE This
is My Lovemas
Story Ever Changing
Now God’s Law Balancing
it All At Best in Change Never
Ending Never Landing Stories For All to Breathe
Every Breath
A New
UNiVerSE
A Newer
Testament
For Real
N o W
of God to
Inhale Peace
And Exhale Love Even More Now..
Hehe See What i Mean About Being ‘The
Invisible
Man’…
Meh, i’ll
Being Wearing
SHades When i
Go See “Matrix
Resurrections’ on Christmas
Day True i’ll Have to Borrow
the Money From my Wife to get in Haha..
Ya Do What Ya Gotta Do to Survive i Get the Hard Part too my FRiEnD…
That First 53 Years of Life Really WaS A Matrix That S88KeD Lemons
Without
Lemonade TRuE…
As Far as i Feel and
See THeRE Will Be No
Heaven On Earth Within
Without a Little Hell on
The Fryer to Butter up Heaven Sunnyside Up…
And With That Said i Leave You With “Shepherd of Fire”
This Morning
“The Devil”
Is A Password
to WHere i am Now too
From ‘Hell’ First WiTHiN mY FRiEnd
Indeed DarK iS LiGHT All Is God Now…
Merry Lovemas Love Is Love Is Love For Real Now..:)
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This is a great post! I especially like the first thing you said about the true meaning of Christmas.
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Thank you
People do forget the whole reason for the celebration
Merry Christmas🥰
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This is such a great post! Loved how you’ve put together everyything.. and I’m so glad u picked up the point and talked about what’s the REAL meaning of Christmas! 🙌Lots of love anna!
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Thank you so much Ahiri💖🥰🥰
I love that you read my post and understand
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I absolutely enjoy reading you Anna❤️
Was completely out of touch with blogging and all for last 2months.. m back again and enjoying reading you all❤️
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Ooh😩
Hope you’re back now and safe?
I missed you around here🥰🥰
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Yup I’m back and safe.. was stressed with exams basically😭(ik you can relate)
I missed reading you too! And now I’m enjoying reading everyything that I’ve missed! ❤️
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Exams can be tough. I am preparing for now currently 😪
It’s quite a stressful thing😭😭
Thank you for always reading my blog🥰
Do you have Instagram?
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All the very best for your coming exam Anna! Wish you all the luck and strength to come out with flying colors😭❤️
Well, right now my insta is dead😂will be reopening one very soon!
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Great post❤
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Thank you
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